Literary Escape of Alia

I love you, You proudly say, But how can you I secretly wonder Are you sure you love me? I got a few problems more like many Constantly battling if I want to be alone Or I’m just alone. The pain I will bring you, From pushing you away Would you still say I love you  After I do? I can get mad easily And I will either explode or secretly ignore you Or sad sometimes Never understanding the reason why Would you stay when my demons come lurking? Well I hope you do  because you can't escape And if you don’t  Well I hope you leave before it becomes too much for you  I know it’s a lot to say But eventually, you will see  That this is the real me  So before you say I love you I hope you truly do  Because I love you too. Written by Athalia

In bringing you light, I became your shadow. Dimming my light, Until there was none left. Did you see, That I was never truly me? Or were you too caught up In the illusion of being happy Well if it's even an illusion... Were you there for me? Like I was there for you, Or did you just take me  For your own good? Then disposed of me Like trash now begging to seen Sad, like the sun in the day of mist, when his face is watery and dim I became the reflection Of what you once were Praying and crying That a light can come along To illuminate My now dark world.      Written by Athalia