Will you still love me?

I love you,
You proudly say,

But how can you

I secretly wonder


Are you sure you love me?

I got a few problems more like many


Constantly battling if I want to be alone

Or I’m just alone.


The pain I will bring you,

From pushing you away


Would you still say I love you 

After I do?


I can get mad easily

And I will either explode or secretly ignore you


Or sad sometimes

Never understanding the reason why


Would you stay when my demons come lurking?

Well I hope you do because you can't escape


And if you don’t 

Well I hope you leave before it becomes too much for you 


I know it’s a lot to say

But eventually, you will see 


That this is the real me 

So before you say I love you


I hope you truly do 

Because I love you too.


Written by Athalia

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