Literary Escape of Alia

Why am I hurt, When I caused you pain? "You love me," you claim, But how could that be true? How can you love me so unconditionally, With patience like no other, Healing a heart you never broke? How am I to stand before you, When I am the reason for your pain? I shattered your heart, In my need for craved attention. In my thoughtless actions, I caused distress. From the pain of another, I became who I despised. A heartbreaker... Though I can't undo the scars of yesterday, I vow to mend the hurt in every way. So please stay, For my heart belongs to you.

All it took was one screenshot, with three words, Happy birthday baby. T hose three words you told me on my special day made it even more special. Now looking back, it was all a lie. It was all a lie . Even after hearing and witnessing everything, I still can't believe it occurred. That I allowed myself to believe in you. You walked into my house and met my family, and all I could think about was how I let a liar and thief into my home. How could I have been so deluded, to have not seen the signs, that you had another woman in our bed? Then again I wonder if it was even our bed or was it hers all along? All that time invested in you was for nothing. I gave you a chance, and all you've done is made it more difficult for those who come after you. 'You'll get over it,' they assure you. Nonetheless, I want to yell. How will I do it? How will I after my first everything has done this to me?  The perverse part of me keeps expecting another guy to show up and do the same...