Literary Escape of Alia

All it took was one screenshot, with three words, Happy birthday baby. T hose three words you told me on my special day made it even more special. Now looking back, it was all a lie. It was all a lie . Even after hearing and witnessing everything, I still can't believe it occurred. That I allowed myself to believe in you. You walked into my house and met my family, and all I could think about was how I let a liar and thief into my home. How could I have been so deluded, to have not seen the signs, that you had another woman in our bed? Then again I wonder if it was even our bed or was it hers all along? All that time invested in you was for nothing. I gave you a chance, and all you've done is made it more difficult for those who come after you. 'You'll get over it,' they assure you. Nonetheless, I want to yell. How will I do it? How will I after my first everything has done this to me?  The perverse part of me keeps expecting another guy to show up and do the same...

I hate the fact that you didn't call or stop by and say, "hey how are you today." It isn't that you widely impact my day but in the slightest way you do. From the sound of a car or walking in my house I am reminded of you. It isn't that I love you or am infatuated with you, well...  Why do I feel like this? I hate that you make me feel like this. I don't need you, I can do it myself, yet still, when you are not around I occupy myself enough not to think about you.  I blame you because these feelings would not have existed if you had not been present. You're still here, and even though you're here, you're not. I try to hold on to you, but you vanish with the wind, leaving me with nothing. What should I do now that our journey has come to an end? They say to move on, but they forget how difficult it is to do so. I know what I have to do, yet it's so difficult because I don't want to leave; please, before you leave, give me one last kiss and t...

Who are you to deserve his love? ''For e ven the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So do not be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.'' He provides you with everything you need. Despite the fact that you are undeserving of his love. Everything you need... You may not always get what you want, but you always get what you need. He provides for you, protects you, and most importantly, he loves you. It may not seem like it at times, but he is always present.  Christ is a peace and a love unlike any other.  The ways of the church may turn you away from him, but when you look at it, the people there are also humans who make mistakes. They will throw stones at you, which I believe is wrong as someone who claims to be a member of His body. However, there is a shield in him, regardless of stones thrown or swords drawn against you. Instead of running, give him a chance because he is all there is to this thing called life. Written by Athalia

There isn't a single day that I don't think of you. It's difficult to admit, but I think I'm in love with you. I'm infatuated with each and every aspect of you. Your beautiful smile brightens my day and is something I look forward to; it's not just your smile, but the way your face lights up when you do. Before you smile, you moisten your lips, and when you're done, you can tell by the joy in your eyes. Your ambition is one of the qualities I admire in you, as is your dedication to your goals, even if it keeps you busy the majority of the time. You know how to prioritize the life you want to live, and I admire you for it every day. You make me happy in ways I cannot describe. Each day I think of ways to show you much I appreciate you because I can't imagine myself without you. I love you , I love you ! You are my first love and the thought of you leaving me is one of the scariest things I've ever experienced.  There are so many things I hear about yo...

If you were… you wouldn't have left. For you would have been loved more than anything else. A rare thing you were; A man. Despite your stupidity and flaws, your other traits set them all apart. Our gem, which now that she has gotten a taste, you left her thirsty. You listened, just as I had, and even though others heard you, you wish they would listen too. Even with your smile, the pain was visible in your eyes. A mirror reflecting a little boy who tried to endure. It became too much. The pain grew and created a monster. Bringing havoc unto an angel finding its wings. A fallen angel you are, once the one we looked up to, now we wonder how it went wrong. You were hers but you were also mine. Now that you have left, a piece is missing from us both. A piece that only you can fill. Our void. Battling before you even came you brought us peace. Now with you gone, we are left to ruins. With no strength to fight, we speak of you each day. Tiring since I want to forget you. Heartbreaking si...

It’s been almost two months since you left. Yet it seems like a lifetime of torture. You were our light amid the darkness . Who promised to stay so w hy did you leave? I hate you for leaving, but I also hated you for staying. Hated no longer hate for now that you are gone; I seem to miss you. Miss hearing your name from her mouth and seeing the smile that you were able to place on her face. Something that I couldn’t provide. Something that it seems I’m not able to provide. The happiness you brought to which I was envious of allowed me to hate you. I more than hated you. You took her away when I needed her, and now that you have returned her, it’s all too late. Now the main escape with nowhere to go, for you were mine.  My savior once leaves me with questions. Why did you leave her? Why did you leave me? It hurt each day to hear how happy you were. While I was dying, waiting for you to help me. In the illusion of happiness, you were too blinded to see how it had affected me. Two w...